State of the Nathan

2005-04-29 - 2:20 a.m.

I am....
    home and hating it, except for Naomi who is saving my life
    about to smoke a cigarette out of my last pack [hopefully] ever
    wondering if Lindsey got the note I left on her windshield
    hoping she didn't get weirded out
    barely keeping my head above the waves of depression
    not sleepy
    listening to my Kickass Bluegrass playlist
    wishing I could see Anna
    so fucking glad I finally talked to Courtney
    wishing I could see Courtney
    so fucking ready for Camping and Recreation
    missing Goshen friends preemptively
    hungry
    going to hate living here after camp
    worried about Simeon, Josh, and Chris
    worried about myself
    anxious
    broke
    drained
    done with this entry

previous - next